nowyousayimabird

to be loved
to be trusted
to be allowed to help,
all this meant i wanted someone to call my own
can you break it down? do you know how?
i cannot say this things to you,
it's okay
i don't want to, anyway
i want us to meet again, live this all over again, and be someone else, for you, then
your hands could lead me anywhere, but
it's not enough
now say i'm okay
say it, now, say it, i dare you, i sabotage myself
now say i can do this, i can, can't, allow it, restrain it, to do, do it
ours my cracking bones make so much noise, can not
stand it
so low, so slow