a milestone around my neck

what the fuck have you done
do you really care all that much what she thinks?
what have you done
what you did, what you have done
sicksicksicksick
for the love of god, shut the fuck up
icannotstopsayingthesethingsinmyhead
they don't make any sense unless i say them outloud but then
then they're just words,
just words
little useless words and our lives one big exclamation point
i don't want to scare you, so please, please don't look at me right now
don't
do not do this
just, know this
know
you are breaking my h e a r t