they, in those cities, are complicated beasts

tire the heart
to
teach the mind a lesson


am i tired

are we being used

i don't think we are

nothing human
nobody human
has that power

i am powerful in myself
i am amazing inmyself
i love love love inmyself
inside myself

there are worlds i can't share
there are words in which i can't fit inside
h like a house
and h like hate
l doesn't seem anything like love
love would be more like love
i'm aware i said words and not letters
what im trying to say is nothing, so ok
ok, don't get too attached to this
i wrote nothing when i was missing
and i painted nothing when i went away
i collected imaginary things while i was gone
and i sang some pretty nonsongs to distance myself
from myself
it is fine
everything is gonna be
just dandy